Today’s been one of my bad days. I woke up and instantly felt rubbish. I’ve had a good few days… Fri, Sat , Sun, Mon were all good days. I felt fantastic. Uncomfortable but I really did feel great!! And then yesterday night my sad feeling started to come back, that the worst part. That I felt so happy before hand. And all of a sudden I feel awful again.
I really wish I could fast forward time. Even just to Friday because I know I will be out and getting cheered up. But mainly so this uncomfortable feeling goes. And so my mood improves full time.
I dunno maybe I’m just feeling like this about my life in general and the BA is making that more apparent.
I’m not even making sense.
I feel like rubbish 😔