Urgh. If only we could see for real what they would definitely look like post op!!
If you’ve been reading you will have seen that I was torn between 325/350/375, but at my surgeon consultation we decided 350 would get me to a full c / small d.
All week I’ve been fine. Thinking that size is perfect. And I was so happy with my choice.
But now. I’m 8 days out and starting to think maybe I should go for 375? I don’t want huge boobs. But I also don’t want to feel like I’ve spent all this money and not ended up with how I want them to look.
Considering ringing my PS tomorrow and asking what his opinion is/ if I can pop in for a quick try of the 375cc or if he can take both sizes and I can decide on the day.
God this is so frustrating. I seem to read sooooo many comments from women wishing they had gone bigger. And now I am second guessing myself.
I know everyone says ‘trust what your PS says’ but I told him I wanted to be a full c. And now im thinking I want to be a D. I mean I guess anything will be better and bigger than what I’ve got now… Just so much to think about. I would be gutted if I got 350cc and they weren’t how I want them!! But then if I go 375 and they’re too big. I will be upset. Gahhhhhhh. Such a catch 22!! I feel like crap about my own boobs today. I’ve been wearing a very very none padded I’ll shaped bra all day and I just feel so crappy.
Thank god I don’t have to feel like this for much longer!! 😔😔😔😔